My Alter Ego

cry and pray

2011-04-24T03:05:00.000-07:00

i think i cried and prayed alot. but none of my prays and my cries answering something. i dont know whether it is sad or happy or angry or dying. i just need distractions. i feel nothing. o my lord, you give me this so i can be with you tighter. i dont know what to do. i almost lost my logic to do something. i'm overstressed. pls god answer my pray. i need distraction. of this crush....

trash

2010-09-29T03:11:00.000-07:00

mungkin orang yang pernah baca blog gue ini akan mikir ya, "apa sih tu anak nulis blog isinya ga jelas semua" ato "apaan sih isinya curhatan doang". gue sebagai penulis blog ini pasti akan jawab. ya emang, blog juga punya gue, berisik aja lo. maaf blog ini emg satu2nya sarana gue utk ngungkapin apa yg gue rasain. gue udah cerita ke manusia juga ternyata gaada jalan keluarnya, makanya lebih baik gue curhat ke mahluk ga berdosa yg ga akan prnh menjwb pertanyaan gue ini. hidup ini pilihan, tapi kenapa sih gue ga bisa milih hidup gue utk bahagia? kenapa? kenapa hidup gue isinya hanya selalu masalah? kenapa gue ga prnh bisa utk menyelesaikan masalah yg satu itu dan mendapatkan jawaban yg pasti? emang sesusah itu ya untuk meminta dikabulkan permintaan yg sederhana itu? kalo mau dipikir-pikir hidup itu emg ga adil. gue ga merasa gue ga seburuk itu. gue emg ga secantik putri2, gue ga sepinter org2 jenius, fisik gue juga mgkn ga seperfect yg orang lain punya, tetapi selama ini gue bersyukur atas apa yang udha gue punya. tapi gue cm minta 1 hal ga lebih cuma 1 hal itu aja utk dikabulkan. 19 tahun gue menunggu utk merasakan hal ini, tp yang gue dapetin cuma pengalaman pahit dijadikan sampah? terima kasih.

cant hold

2010-08-03T08:02:00.000-07:00

kalau seandainya bisa gue ceritain semua isi perasaan gue saat ini mungkin orang gaada yg kasian ataupun merasa ada yg spesial dr masalah gue ini. karena pasti banyak bgt perasaan yg lebih buruk yg orang lain rasain. tp sejujurnya gue belom pernah merasakan yg gue rasain sekarang ini. tp jujur ini terlalu sakit buat gue, krn utk memunculkan perasaan spt ini butuh waktu 19 tahun. tidak sebentar. 19 tahun.

Anger

2009-10-23T08:22:00.000-07:00

Beneran pengen marah deh liat blog gue yang beranatakan gini aneh banget semua gadgets yang seharusnya ada di sebelah kiri tuh gaada dan akhirnya gue pindahin postingan ke sebelah kanan tetep aja ga ngaruh gitu aduh tolong dong siapapun yang bisa membantu gue bikin jadi bener soalnya gue kesel dan ga pengen ngeliat blog gue berantakan gini ini sampe gue rela-relain gue hapus semua gadgets ohshit kesel banget.

Woohoo

2009-10-23T04:28:00.000-07:00

Kayaknya gue kayak udah pernah gitu pake judul ini tapi who cares lah yaa. Seneng deh UTS udah selesai tapi ga kerasa ga dikira2 tau-tau UAS sebentar juga muncul, okay semenjak udah ada UTS gini gue jadi tau gimana sisitem belajr yang harus gue lakukan selama kuliah well dooh. Ih seneng gitu juga soalnya next year in the beginning of 2010 well but not in January, I will be scheduled for BALI asiiiiiiik Bali lagi! Gue seneng deh kalo ke Bali, I see a bright sky and I can feel and hear the waves roll aww so splendid deh seneng. Makanya nih yang udah pasti 5 orang gitu tapi we are still waiting kok for the others. PS: it is still a secret ( secret ko tapi gue ngepost gini di blog bego deh ah gue) horey Bali lagi, tapi satu hal yang gue benci dari Bali, kalo dari Bali I must be BLACK arggh. My skin is extremely sensitive gitu so if there are light to smug on grrr, I must be burned gitu. Wihi ga sabar juga nih nunggu kawinan kakak gue bulan Desember, besok juga mau fitting kebaya asssssik :)

Worries

2009-10-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

I am worrying my uts. Which was because I can't barely rememberred all the materials that have given to me in campus. To abstarct. Yes, that is the right word to tell. What should I do? STUDY DIMBA!!!

AiyaLalala

2009-10-05T07:30:00.001-07:00

I actually don't know what to write. Mm, it is my second week after Idul Fitri's holiday. There are some statements said that we will have our Midterm Test on next week, but weirdly I don't even get the schedule :( By reading and making my tasks earlier than the deadline, I am trying not to break down my spirit.
Hihi capek ah pake bahasa inggris barusan baru bikin article review inggris gitu, yiha udah 2 rajin gitu gue. Nah iya, jadi sekarang lagi kayak sering bgt gempa, ngeri dan mengenaskan memang. Semua masyarkat di berbagai belahan Indonesia terutama di Jawa, Sumatera, dan timur Indonesia dikasih warning gitu untuk kemungkinan terburuk. No ones hope it! But it is all in God's hand, HE got all the best for us !! Sedih gitu ngeliat keadaan di Padang, miris banget. Tapi yang bisa gue lakukan hanya berdoa dan memberikan sumbangan semampu gue. GO INDONESIA!
Last Saturday, October 3rd 2009, finally Dreamgirls had shown to the public, there was a little regret on me not joining this project, but if I have to push myself joining this project I know it will be kill myself, remembering last 2 months I got fully-booked orientation time gitu! Next project JBT!
Ohiya Nadia had left Indonesia for Melbourne, yesterday Sunday, October 4th 2009! I will miss you Nadia! See you soon!
I am sorry for not the inclusion that I am not uploading any photos!

What The?

2009-09-29T05:32:00.000-07:00

Eveyoneeeee!! What happened to my blog? The layout shouldn't be like this for sure. The gadgets should be on the left side of the blog NOT in the bottom of it. What can I do? Honestly, I am not an online either the online freak, so I just don't know how to fix it. Help me if you are a smart one, then I'll give you a hand :)

Hey, wait and see

2009-09-28T07:37:00.000-07:00

The title above is sort of words that I heard today in my class, but seriously I forgot in which part, sorry, my usual syndrome, hope it can be healed hahaha. Okay, wait and see a "maybe" my online shop, maybe it will an easy and cheap shop. I am starting find the producent of my goodies, wait and see, and also BUY !!! Fyi, my shop will probably sell bags for students but not only ransels, tees, and shoes (in a progress). Thankies :)

Not The End of The Holiday

2009-09-26T21:53:00.000-07:00

Seriously, the holiday is totally kayak ga kerasa gitu. Well, in the last post I said that it was the 8th day of my holiday, but now I have started my virtual life in campus :( sedih gitu. Whereas, kemaren sabtu gue dan teman2 baru jalan-jalan seru siang2 kita ada farewell Nadia yang berlanjut jalan2 di PI, malemnya yang rencanany mendadak gitu dikasih tau kerena gue yang tadinya udah mau bersantai di rumah jam 7 baru aja di telfon gitu graaggaga. Hhah yes, and suddenly I was immediately taking a bath and washing my hair. First destination : Kelapa Gading, and it was failed. Secon destinatinon : PIM, succeed but it was not right in the schedule which pointed there on 8 pm but we late for 1 hour. Third destination : PIM XXI, failed. Fourth destination : Barcode, failed. Fifth destination : Ke'kun, yes indeed, FUN rightaway until it closed. Hahaha ya gitu I am kinda lazy to story the moments, later maybe. See ya in the next holiday trip !!! <3>

We wish we were kids :(

I will miss you Nadia !!! By the way, Happy Birthday to you on Sept 27th!!!

Ke'kun, see my skin, DARK !!

Holiday 8th

2009-09-25T04:24:00.000-07:00

Yes betul ini adalah hari ke-8 liburan woohoo. Padahal kayaknya baru bentar gitu liburan tapi ternyata berjalan lebih dari seminggu grrr gamaoooooo. Tapi mau gimana lagi, setumpuk dan segunung ilmu telah menanti di Depok sana, masih banyak beban dan harapan yang memanggil, hiyaaa apa deh gue. Nah iya liburan kali ini kayaknya biasa aja di Jakarta gaada yang spesial,haha pengennya sih pergi tapi masih bisa hidup aja gue udah bersyukur. Di liburan kali ini, gue pergi bersama2 keluarga dan teman2 gereja, ceria, bergila bersama2 hahahha. Serrrrruuuu,apalagi kita kan pada jarang banget gitu ketemu.

Makan2 banyak gitu di suatu mal ternama di Jakarta, udah kali ya sebut aja Senayan City, tadinya mau ke Grandi gitu tapi karna pada mau nonton dan mengingat nonton di Grandi mahal jadi kita ke Senci deh, taunya ga sih lho, di Sency juga lagi gaada Buy1 get1, eh sedih ajee, akhirnya yaudah kita nonton G-Force yang ternyata ngantukin aja.

Nah abis itu kita kongkow gitu sambil "ngebucks2" gaul gitu,hahaha,apadeh,yaudah akhirnya kita nongkrong lama gitu, dan akhirnya mau lanjut karaokean di nav. Ternyata eh ternyata nav nya tutup, always deh tempat karaokean tutup pas lebaran kyk taun lalu gue sm keluarga besar mau karaokean di sarinah, eh ternyata tutup juga. Ya akhirnya sekalian jalan pulang kita dinner di Radja Kecil deh. Enak gitu. Ga di pim, ga di tebet, MANTAP!

Nah besoknya, gila tanpa tiada kenal lelah gitu, ga semua sih, tapi gue Angel Harisma Nessa Anto Gary Jemmy Fanny, dimana orang2 selain gue dan angel adalah orang2 mapan dan sudah bekerja, kita ke WATERBOM wihiiii seru gitu, dateng pagi2 masih sepi suram gitu, taunya pas siang grrrr rame aja. Tapi gpp sih abis rame isinya bukan alay tapi... yaudalah gausah disebutin ga penting juga. Nah iya, udah 2x gue ke waterbom mainan yang menggugah gue cuma 1 ini, yaitu Hairpin,woohoo! SERU,lebih seru lagi kalo pas sampe dasar ban nya kebalik gitu hahaha,insanely pokoknya. 1 hal yang bikin gue gila banget setelah ke Waterbom adalah maigot, my body is extremely tanned and burned, grr sial. Padahal gue udah pake sunblock sampe satu botol abis gitu (lebai,padahal udah dipake ke bali dan berenang 3x). Parahnya adalah kulitnya juga jadi perih bgt gitu, tapi akhirnya setelah mengikuti saran seorang teman, gue mengoleskan minyak zaitun yang gue beli dng khusus ke Sariayu gitu supaya dapet minyak zaitun untuk kecantikan :(
Nah di hari berikutnya dan berikutnya, gue pergi bersama2 keluarga besar tercinta. Acara silaturahminya sih biasa aja,nothing special gitu,tapi ternyata gue dan Fero bersaudara, ya yang belom kenal Fero gue perkenalkan. Fero itu adalah junior kakak gue di uph dan temen gue di JBT (Jakarta Broadway Team), yang soon akan menjadi weding player gitu di kawinan kakak gue desember nanti. Terus juga, gue adalah sodara cukup jauh dari VJ BEN(tapi kalo kata nyokap gue dalam hubungan darah orang Batak, hub sodara gue dan VJ BEN itu masih terhitung sangat dekat :3, so what juga gitu). Ohiya, dan GOSIP nih, VJ Ben telah membawa Marshanda loh, bahkan mereka berdua tersenyum dng hangat ke gue waktu gue mau maju gitu pas disuruh nyanyi,hahaha. I wore, a simply blue (must) shirt, creme puff skirt, creme wedges, and I also wore Nadia's handmade headband. Thank You Nadia for making me this. Kalo diinget2 perjuangan Nadia ngasih gue bando ini, kocak bgt deh ah. Ohiya minggu depan Nadia brgkt ke Melb :(
Malemnya, kakak gue ngajakin bikin surprise gt utk cowonya, tapi fotonya belom ada nih, belom di upload. Menyusul ya, ceritanya panjang nih, soalnya yg mau di surprise in udah basi tau gitu grrr. Nah iya, tapi sampe jam 12 gitu intinya kita ditraktir di McD, how fat :(, thankies bang anto for the meal!
Terus di hari selanjutnya, gue dan keluarga besar pergi lagi gitu ke Pacific Place, tiring gitu, tapi gapapa hari itu gue cukup puas baca2 di aksara, dapet card bagus gitu lagi.
Well. sekianlah liburan gue. Tadinya hari ini, temen2 smp pada mau ke rumah gue gt, tapi berhubung gaada yg ngubungin jadi gue udah bilang iya ke nyokap gue utk bantuin dia di kantor jadinya ya gabisa deh maaf ya teman2, next time, I will. Nah yasudalah kehidupan saya di liburan lebarab tahun 2009 ini. Nantikan saya di liburan selanjutnya <3

New Life

2009-09-20T07:38:00.000-07:00

Yippie! Now it becomes a new life for me, a real new life. I have a new daily schedule, new friends, new period of life, new grower personality should be, and the other things. I have a more independent life than I had before. All responsibles are in my own hands, I cannot put it in my parent's, friends's, and else's hands. Heavy, isn't it? But I know if other epole can do it, why can't I? Campus life might be the first step of my future, mm, nope, maybe high school is my first step, because in high school I got alot of moral and intelect values. So, perhaps, campus life will e the second step of my future professional life. Well, we will se for the next steps of my life, and yeah, we'll wait also!

FHUI 2009
We areeeeeeee ONE !

Preposition Of Time

2009-09-14T06:12:00.000-07:00

Since I was starting school in Faculty Of Law, I felt that I had more time to do some geeks. In my first semester, I dont want to join any of organizations and kind of matters, maybe in the second semester, I want to upgrade my IP, the thoughest one is in this semester. Actually, I have some thoughts to do this several things :
1. I want to build up a band ( I missed do a band things)
2. I want to join BMS but it's too late for the audition which lasted about 2 weeks ago :(
3. I want to do some language courses, like English for IELTS either Toefl and also Germany
4. I want to do also a "maybe" you people think that it is a disgusting course, beauty course, yes that's right, I am so stunned with the people who can do a really great job in beauty things.
5. I want to make an online shop, or maybe like a clothing line, gosh, I really want it. But, firstly, I have to learn how managing those kind of things.

If you want to know, these numbers are I most want to do, cannot deny one of it. Any suggest? Thank You

Long

2009-09-10T05:05:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time not posting anything to this blog. Headed to campus in the morning, came home through "magrib" time, slept early,did some assignments forced me to not to do some online thigs. In this last time of my bpmb made me had a little shop time to see what had happened to blogging world. I was kinda missing high school, well maybe usually people called it "high school memories". Sanur was totally a hell for me, but if i had to remind and replay everything in that place, nowI should call it heaven, I missed you green-white checkered, will I go to you on Oct 10th? Hope so could be the best answer for this time.

I have not felt the real college life, with my atributes wore in the orientation still make me suffered to have a real college life. Good news, me and my faculty of law's friends will end it up, yes finally! I still don't know about our "live in" or "charity" things, all I know that monday will be the last day of bpmb, Love you J! I still find the double wings (I made it as my code word), well, we will see and wait!

Tired-exhausted-hibernated

2009-08-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

Wow, it has been a long time not posthing anything to my blog, sorry dear. I had a realllly supeeeeerrr very busy and hard weeks. I had a several orientations in my new school. I had a lot of tasks, and i can say that those tasks are the hard one. So, it was such a really heavy for me to do some browsing thing. And I know for the next hell 3 weeks also, I still cannot online frequently because of still the same reason. Here and now, I also cannot tell and story you my life before it, too long and too hurts to tell it, so I will tell you all later. My last words in this posting is "Let it flow :("

Nanny Fine-Fran Drescher

2009-08-07T07:39:00.000-07:00

I just don't know why these days me and my sister have been so kinda addict to "The Nanny" series played on Hallmark Channel, it feels like a "must" routine to do everyday hahhaa. So that, me also feels into the cast,Fran Drescher as the main cast. So here I post a simple biography of hers.

Fran Drescher

Fran Drescher was born Francine Joy Drescher on September 30, 1957 in Flushing, Queens, New York. Fran's parent were Mort and Sylvia Drescher and came from a Russian-Jewish and Italian heritage. Fran attended Hillcrest High School in Jamaica, Queens, where her classmates included Ray Romano. In school she met Peter Marc Jacobson, who would become her husband in 1978.

Fran entered the 1973 Miss Teen New York beauty pageant to promote herself and was runner up in the competition. In 1977, Drescher got her first film role in the 1977 classic Saturday Night Fever, playing Connie. Drescher moved to L. A., finding it difficult to get roles due to her now famous nasal voice and strong Queens accent. In spite of this Drescher continued to get minor roles in films though the eighties, most notably in the spoof documentary 'This Is Spinal Tap' (1984).

In 1985, Fran and Peter's LA home was ransacked. The intruders raped Fran at gunpoint. The horrific experience took Drescher many years to overcome. Drescher did get to see her rapist sent to prison.

Drescher was concerned about the limited acting opportunities that might come here way on account of her voice, so after a trip to her friend, Twiggy, in the UK she was inspired to create her own show. Drescher idea was formulized into the show 'The Nanny'. Drescher fortunately bumped into Jeff Sagansky, the then president in charge of CBS, on a trip to Paris. Drescher pitched the idea of the show to Sagansky. Sagansky was impressed by Drescher and her idea, and commissioned a pilot in 1993.

The Nanny was a hugh success with Drescher playing the bubbly lead role Fran Fine, for which she didn't have to disguise her accent. The show aired from 1993 to 1999 and won a Rose d'Or and an Emmy. Drescher personally got two Golden Globe nominations for her performances. During this period Drescher also starred in several movies, most notably The Beautician and The Beast (1997) and Jack (1996). 1997 saw Drescher write her autobiography entitled Enter Whining.

In 1996, Drescher and Jacobson separated, divorcing in 1999 and has yet to remarry. In 2000, Fran was diagnosed with uterine cancer. The cancer was only in the early stages and was removed successfully through surgery. The experience caused Drescher to write her second book, Cancer Schmancer. the book turned into a movement and Drescher formed a non-profit organization to increase cancer awareness and increase early detection rates.

If you want to see how funny, how ridicolous, how outgorgeus ( i just forgot how to spell it sorry), and how stupid it is, CLICK THIS!

Enjoy The Nanny!

New Chapter

2009-08-04T06:21:00.000-07:00

Incredibly to believe, now I have to face a new chapter in my life. Entering college either university. As a new student in college, me and my other 5000 students have to join the orientation time. Kinda always hard to do in Indonesia. It is just like the usual and routine activity which is always done every year in campus to junior students. Maybe, I dont yet get my faculty's assignments, but just wait for some few days,soon I know I will get it. God, help me :D

I don't know what to do

2009-07-31T03:45:00.000-07:00

Change
Weird
Crisps
Curl
Freak i think
Double
Piranha
Amazone
Waves
Kitten
Chicken
Ant
Are you guys a human?
How did you come into my life? Back to the wheel

I am sorry if there is some misunderstanding in this posting, but it is just my effort to show what I am feeling now,for sort of humans THERE

New Baby

2009-07-30T02:19:00.000-07:00

Day 1

Day 3

Yay, i am so happy to see my new cousin come to the world on Monday, July 27th 2009. My cousin, Naka finally got his little brother. With 3850 grams weight and 48 cm height,it looks so fat for a babyborn. WOO-HOO, he borns with a red skin, so waiting him grows up, i hope he will have white skin. Okay, Welcome to the world Edrik Kevin Wibisono. As the closed relation we had, i will take care of you :)

Me, Naka, and Kevin (Naka called it like that)

Friend-Trip

2009-07-29T21:56:00.000-07:00

I love Bali. I have never been to Bali since I was in the elementary because my mom and dad said that we (my family) should find another place to go travelling,there are still so many places in the world, even in Indonesia. So since then, i've never been to Bali anymore. But, this year, 2009, me and my friends (we name it now Monkey Family) went to Bali for 5 days. From 12th of July to 16th of July, 4 nights 5 days. I enjoyed it so much. Well, I know that maybe there were some of oddnesses in our trip, but most of all I pretty enjoyed it. Last year, we went to Bandung and that trip was so fascinating and also since that we were getting so much closer until now. I'm not kidding now, i almost tear apart my tears. But i settle it off. I think it will be so much better if i just post my trip in bali than crying just because thinking about our farewell. Okay, here it is :

Day 1, 12th of July:
The morning : Gathered in Soekarna Hatta Internatinal Airport Jakarta in terminal 3, took the flight with Mandala (nice take off and landing, thx for our pilot, I Nyoman Bagus, Om Banu's friend)
The midday : Arivved in Ngurah Rai International Aiport Denpasar Bali, passing to Hotel Karthi with Big Bird Taxi. Then, founding lunch in Kuta Square. After eating lunch, have a pleasure time under the sharp light in Kuta Beach.
The Evening : Took A bath in the hotel cause there was a sand accident happened to me and erica hahhaha. Then we rent car for only 4 hrs to pick up us to Jimbaran, enjoying sunset and dirty dining.
The Night : 4 of us walk around to Kuta Square, and 2 of us browsed internet. Sleep. The Day Ended.

Day 2, 13th of July :
The Morning : One by one was waking up and starting take a bath start from riri,indi,jeanne,erika,japri,and me. Having breakfast.
The midday : Gone to Sukawati market to shop some of souvenirs and gifts to our pals in Jakarta. Gone to Ubud, find a cheap restaurant and our driver took us to a realllllllly cheap restaurant (in Bali tourism price) in Ubud. Then entering the monkey forest and there we've done stupidity our monkey family name.
The Evening : gone to the Kecak Dance Performance in nearly Pantai Gading Galak but it was rather expensive so we decided to go to alun2 in denpasar and gone to legian and see the light of legian street. took a lil moment to take some pictures in bali bomb monument.
The night : took a rest in the hotel and went out to get dinner in flapjacks and after it 5 of us passing to the kuta beach and 1 of us again enjoying wi-fi. Sleep tight on midnight. The Day Ended. (actually we again had an accident about our room key when me and erica got back first from the beach to the hotel)

Day 3, 14th of July :
The Morning : do the same thing like the previous day, i think i dont have to detail it more.
The midday : gone away to gwk (garuda wisnu kencana), one of the biggest statue (soon) in the world. I'm so proud to be indonesian this time. then, we continued our destination to dreamland, a new beach which built by an investor, tommy soeharto, indonesians must be know him. it's a reaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllyyyyyy great beach. the waves,the breeze, the sand, the water. gosh totally wicked. we met irma dora winda odey dede feli ubi there. so, we enjoyed the waves together. huaaaaahhh so great.
The evening : deciding to take a bath,me and erica did first, but i dont think i have to write all of the silly accidents happened to both of us hahha :D. after it actually uluwatu is our next destinations after dreamland, to us wathing kecak dance outdoor. but the time cancelled it all. so we came back to gwk to watch kecak dance, hey, you know we didnt found it at all, we watched a colosal dance which danced by blind and deaf kids. after it, we decided to find restaurant for our dinner. then, we asked the driver to take us to d'cost seafood. delicious not so special but actually thank god we had our blessings today.
The night : back to the hotel, having some silly chat then 4 of us went away to feel the night air in Kuta Beach and two of us stayed in the hotel watching ftv and moron talkshow. Sleep. The day ended.

Day 4, 15th of July :
The morning : Idem
The midday : Went to Nusa Dua beach on 9 o'clock and having watersport there. I played banana boat and flying fish. Riri,japri and jeanne played banana boat, flying fish, and parasailing. Erica played banana boat. Well, next time i convince myself to play parasailing. And because the ill in her feet, indi didnt play once at all. Woooohhooo, i love watersport. Finish doing it, we took a bath. And the three first are me, erika and japri. Again, accident happened, no wind,no rain, the water which flowed from the (keran) QUIT. hahaha, i dont want to mention it. After it, we travelled again to uluwatu.
The evening : In uluwatu we had our lunch first (babgul) and then the temple. It was great to take pictures on the side of uluwatu, cause it is a cliff so we can see how the waves fight the wall(cliff). And the monkeys were so wild. So much wilder than we saw in the monkey forest. Because, we have planned to go to Tanan Lot after that, we didn't spend a lot of our time there. So, in a while, we walked away with Bli Rai again to Tanah Lot. It was a looooooooooong way to get there. So, we slept. Not all of us. But most of us. In Tanah Lot, i saw the satan (snake), then we were blessed by the hinduist in the cave. Because I hated this species, so i dont know why, the 5 others also didn't see the holy snake (how can?). Then, we walked, took some pictures. And bought tickets to watch Kecak Dance, finally,after 2 days waiting for this.
The night : It was night when we were getting out from Tanah Lot. So, cause we were so hungry and we had no choice we off to d'cost again and order the similar foods hahaha. But, this time, i just didn't know why, i felt more satisfied then the day before. hahaha. Okay, after that we got back to the hotel, and we took some pictures with Bli Rai for driving us around Bali during our holiday there. He was so nice and kind. Huaa, after some lazy things up, we planned to go to the Beach again. But, in the first combreak, only me and erika who can suffer from the sleep. And in the end only me who can stayed until the Hellboy ended. So, byebye night beachy..Sleep with the light,that's so me. The day ended.

Day 5, 16th of July :
The morning : Nothing different like the previous days.
The midday : Checked out from the hotel. And we still put or luggages there, and we walked around Kuta to shop some goodies. Eating pastas on the last day in Bali. And i didn't know why, I can't afford my food.
The Evening : And after we stopped walking around from the Kuta Art Market, 4 of us decided playing Slingshot (dream since the first day and actually we had a stupid story about erica linked to slingshot word hahaha). They said it was cool. Okay guys, next trip I'll try it hahaa. Then, we went to the Kuta beach to have our last sunset in Bali through Discovery Mall. And that time, we made our silly video.
The Night : Back to the hotel, took our luggages, changes clothes and shorts into pants. Drove away to the airport and had a flight back to Jakarta on 21.00 PM with AirAsia. And before boarded to the plane, we ate in Kentucky, cheap and delicious. On approximately 21. 45, we arrived in Jakarta. And we took our baggage. Then it was time to say goodbye to each other of us. BYE!! See You Bali!! I love You.

That is the simple resume of our trip to Bali. And also see you guys, study well, so we can fly aboard again next 4 years. Bye, love ya :D
Here I put up some pictures, enjoy it, Byee...

Havin fun with Banana Boat, Nusa Dua Beach

Silhouette of our jumping in Kuta Beach

Photo shoot with Kecak Dancers in Tanah Lot

A Really great pictures taken with Japri's Fisheye camera in GWK

Monkey Forest Trip, Ubud

New Layouts

2009-07-29T21:49:00.000-07:00

Hey, i just make my blog looks newer that the old greeny one, well it seems like i dont put any title on it, but actually a named it "My Alter Ego". Instead of the purpose of this blog which is making people know what i did in my living days. So, Enjoy Blogging! (cheating the words from Jakarta Tourism Department)

mahasiswa?

2009-07-03T23:43:00.000-07:00

inikah rasanya jadi mahasiswa? segunung tugas menumpuk di awal pertemuan? yeah, mungkin ini salah satu tantangan menjadi seorang mahasiswa atau bahkan menjadi seorang yang sudah harus siap menghadapi realita hidup. saya, sebagai, maba ui 2009 mendapat tugas2 yang harus dikerjakan bersama teman2 sekelompok. oh tuhan doakan saya agar saya kuat menghadapi sandungan pertama di jenjang universitas. oh iya, ini ada link yg membantu teman2 maba ui 2009 klik disini. thx! SEMANGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTT

junior high mini reunion

2009-06-15T07:38:00.000-07:00

last week, it seems like i am so long ago not posting anything to my blog. okay, last week, me and my jhs friends was having a kind of reunion thing. firstly, we had a plan to play air soft gun in ktc, but after we knew the schedule and the condition likes, we totally cancelled it. then, we decided to go to do some silly karaoke and we do it in happy puppy after we had a brunch in the mall. and i am so upset with my lapty (again), first because i still cannot use the card reader in it, then, i cannot upload any photos to my facebook's acc :D WHATHEF!!

my daddy is sick

2009-06-03T20:21:00.000-07:00

my daddy is sick. okay, he got fever on monday and on the next day, my mother realized that he was not getting better. so my mother brought him to emergency unit in the hospital, and the doctor said that he couldn't do some blood test to know what was goin on with him. so, he went home and got rest in my house. on the next day, okay, in wednesday, he was still in ill, so my mother called her friend who works in pramita lab to do some blood test in my house. and it had done. on the same day, my mother brogught him again to the hospital and consulted it to the internice's doctor. and she said that my daddy probably got typhus either 'demam berdarah' ( sorry, i dont know what the english words are). so, she suggested to opname my daddy in the hospital. so, i just want to say, GET WELL SOON, DAD!!!!!!!! LOVE YYAAAA!

the picture was taken in the hospital on thursday 040609, 10.38 am, in mitra intl ramsay hospital
sorry, the photo is not a good one, i was taking it with my lapty camera's so i know it was not in a good resolution

i wanna go out from its hell

2009-06-02T04:55:00.000-07:00

okay i felt like i have started entering the new world that i havent joined before. feel bad for days.
i have to decide what should i do.
will i stay?
sorry for not understanding this post

manohara come home!

2009-05-31T22:55:00.000-07:00

manohara odelia pinot

adorable, isn't she?

manohara, one of the victims of human's anarchy, has freed from her arresting in kelantan, malaysia. i just wondered if i were in her position, what should i do? should i let myself be punched? or should i always do some crucial actions to againts it? no, i dont think so. i am not a kind girl who have such a big brave to face that reality. but, i am so proud of manohara, she is 1 year old younger than me, but wow, she could live in the isolated room for almost 3 months!!! i will go on with you mano!!! and for indonesian's governancy wherever you are!!! please find the truth, than you can say the truth! dont just think about the numbers (luxurious and riches for real)!! hey, be better will be the best motto for indonesia, and not just motto, but DO IT!

june 2nd concert

2009-05-29T20:31:00.000-07:00

it will be pussycat dolls's concert. i have dreamed to watch their concert. me and my sist had tried 3 times quizzes in jak fm to get 2 free tickets to its concert. and we still not in the lucky way. i realllllllly want to see them singing, dancing, and flirting hahahaha, esp. nicole because i think pussycat is just for 1 person, and it was nicole,poor the others! pls gve me 2 or even 1 free tickets to it. because my mommy will not buy one because i have already asked her many things (but i still in control, not like, ok i dont have to announce her name in this posting) so i am still trying to ask my mom why i need 2 things now, ipod and pussycat dolls's ticket concert. wish me luck! it is only 3 days away to the d-day of the concert!!! wait for me pussy!

nicole has a great voice, a great move in her dance, and great body, also sexy skin! she was so blessed!!
(picture of their first debut album)

freizeit picts

2009-05-28T21:38:00.001-07:00

there are some pictures i want to upload in this blog, but i just can these picts and i am still trying to upload another picts in facebook or maybe photobucket :D

random pict
way to church, wearing blue dress with white tanktop in it and walking with blue jeans shoes

ragunan trip with my sister and naka (my cousin), super hot there! but i was pretty satisfied, i saw gorrilas, I LOVED ONE OF IT, NAMED KUMBO, hell-o kumbo!! i was wearing some loose shirt and shorts with green shoes sandals

with naka in the evening, with television was watched in front of us hahhaa

trying the massage chair in TA cos i was kinda tired after seeking my sister's boot, wearing strips shirt and jeans highgwaist skirt with red flat

take an afternoon rest on one day in may

window shopping in grand indonesia, wearing green checkerds "u can see" with black alladin pants and black flat

blah!

2009-05-25T23:20:00.000-07:00

yeow i hate my notebook for real now. huah there are so many things that make me mad while i am using it huaaa. i know it sounds i always heaved to god of what i have got. but i dont know what i should do more after i had already brought it to the service center. and you know i just got a little improvement. my card reader which already included in my notebook could not read my mmc card. and it was the reason why i never uploaded my photos to my blog. wish my lapty will be healed! anw, i started using blackle for saving worls energy!!! you should try it, for the best future we will have!! keep save our generation!

working

2009-05-24T19:56:00.000-07:00

now i am starting working in my momdad's office. i will be just working for about 3-4 hrs per day. yeah it compares with the salary which i will get in the end of the month. :B

SIM

2009-05-20T02:39:00.000-07:00

heyyyyyyyy finally i got my driving license. haha i know that i havent driven car well, but now i want to practise harder and be better. so i will feel free and calm when i will be driving a car. hahahaha, yaaaayyyyyyyy i am super happy haha. picture will be uploading immediately

ta-daaa

holiday

2009-05-19T07:32:00.000-07:00

okay i will have like about 3 months off from any school things. firstly, i felt kinda confuse, what should i do to fill in my holiday. should i only spend my money like just shopping, walking around and all kinda those things. hahah i dont think so,i love shopping, but i am not confessing on it. so my dad and my mom asked me to help them in their office. hahah actually, until now, i dont have any eager to do it. but for my best, i will do it as best as i can. and because i have 'dreamgirls' practises, i think i dont have kinda worry about my holiday hahahah. and 1 thing that you have to know that, less than a week of my holiday i had already gone to 6 malls in jakarta hahha. and also i met ditha and fanka in metmall(one of a "greatest" mall in bekasi) when i was going to fix my glasses to optik melawai and accompany my auntie to buy ice cream because now she is pregnant and she told me that from now on she couldn't eat any cheap ice cream. cuih, sounds arrogant, huh? hahahah.

done

2009-05-13T20:23:00.000-07:00

can i really call 'my high school time is over'? yes, i think absolutely. yesterday, may 13th 2009 is the last day of my senior high. okay, i know next month, i still have 1 day which will make me have to come onwards to sanur again but not for study but for accepting my certificate and kind of other things. wow! in my first year of my senior high, i just kinda felt of sad,disgust, alot of fcuking feelings. honestly, i deeeeeply regreted entering this school. so sucks to being one of its students. but time passed by, and i try to enjoy my school. maybe it happened because i was too missing my junior high, everything of it. but now, after i will get out from that school. hahaha. i truly feel that i get alooooooooot of new good things such as friends (bunches of fun, bunches of sucks), knowledge(hey i got alot), life point (yeah, not much but i mean it), many things that i cannot pass one by one. like i said before in the videotape which will be shown in our gradution night, that for me SANUR is UNPREDICTABLE!!

I LOST MY IPOD

2009-05-09T06:18:00.000-07:00

Tuhan kemana sih ipod ku??????? i have been founding it for almost 24 hrs, but i still cannot find it. i just swear that person who stole have to drink my pee. jesus, i just need it for real, why i have to get this big desaster when in the next day after tomorrow i will have my school final exam. god, please bring me back y ipod. karena itu ipod aku beli pake uang hasil jerih payahku sendiri bukan hasil aku minta sama ibu bapak ato siapapun. PLEASE!!!!!!

yes, this is my ipod looks like
it was saved in a pink happy house wallet

i am telling you

2009-05-07T06:59:00.000-07:00

do you guys know this song? it is actually a song which was sung by jennifer hudson in newer "Dreamgirls" and by jennifer holiday in older " Dreamgirls" movie. it is hard for me to practise this song. do you know why i have to practise this song. okay, firstly i join a band which focused on broadway music. and then in the previous year, we had already colaborate our play with 42nd street production ( have you heard it?, sorry but before i joined this i didnt recognize it either), and we can called that our performance was success enough not thath theatre production, you can in my old posts. and this year, my band decided to play in some role theatre performance. by ourself. so we started doing some casting and audition. and our director, om ohan, wants 4 of us consists of me, abon ( laras), jeje (jessica), and sarma (new singer) to sing in front of him, so he can choose our character in this theatre, Dreamgirls. me and jeje was commanded to memorize and practise this song, it is so hard for me, i can not reach the nots even the lowest one. i just need some help, to guide me practising this song. wish me the best luck ! actually i dont have any eager to get character as effie because i will have my sister's wed on december, and if i was chosen as effie, om ohan said that i have to gain my weight. nevertheless, my mother told me to decrease my weight, and i was totally agree with my mom. pray for me dutchess!!
see this song by jennifer hudson also jennifer holiday

i love these fashion stuffs blogs

2009-05-06T08:07:00.000-07:00

TOP 5 FASHION'S BLOGS (my sides) :
1. mimi's view
2. blind lemon vintage
3. fashioning
4. i am fashion
5. seamsters

KINDA MY LOVER hahaha

what is in my heart

2009-05-06T07:15:00.000-07:00

nothing to lose

keep up

we are here

stop your waving superstitious living life

long live lalalalala land

i hate YOU

both of YOU

such a weird

such a big L

stop it

and come with us

i am so sorry to make confuse of reading this. it's just my word vomit.

i'm so in love

2009-05-05T08:07:00.000-07:00

maybe it sounds ridiculous to see this post because whom am i in love with????? PATRICK DEMPSEY for reallllll. i saw him when he roled in 'sweet home alabama' as one of the main casts in this movie. he played his character gently. awwwwww. and i saw him properly when he played in 'enchanted',i love him more hahahahaha. then i saw him again in movie 'maid of honor' and totally i cannot deny anymore that i am truly in love with him. he is the real man not kinda of boyish thing. super gentle.

look at this pict
he has all the things that i love in men

canon gig hahaha

2009-05-04T03:10:00.000-07:00

actually, for now i kinda feel confuse of buying new camera. because as you know 3 cameras that belong to my family are in bad condition. 2 of them have their battery broken and 1 of them was totally KAPUT (it is germany words means like "ruined"). firstly, i saw 2 of my friends use canon ixus 95 is, and totally i was so thrilled to see that camera because of its colours. they have some neon colours such as orange (which i want the most), shocking pink, blue, gold, grey,and the other ordinary colours . and than i tried to find the spec of its camera. and actually nothing special with it. and the other one is powershot a 1100 is. okay, maybe it doesnt have "funny" colours but it still have softly pink, green, blue,gray. it has more better qualifications than ixus 95 is. but i still find the best one for me. and please pray for me to get the cheapest price, because i will buy the camera bymyself. and i have deadline for buying these things. my deadline is may 24th 2009.

powershot a 1100 is

ixus 95 is

:P

2009-04-25T21:38:00.000-07:00

eventhough, i got back my lapty, but it is stil in some unimportant errors. huaaaa aaarggghh, i am so upset to see this. it just look like i have to debug many things also to send some reports to windows centre. and it really build up my eager to change my lapty into another merk. i want apple, but i think it's not that important for me to have it. because i dont have any willing to start designing or even photograhing and either composing some music. but for now i just want 1 thing, hey lapty come on, dont always be sick!!! you really make me up blood!!

it's back!!!!!!

2009-04-25T02:33:00.000-07:00

my lapty is going home from the reparation of it. my windows was trapped in some "computer sickness", so now it was healed. i'm firstly shock, when i try to sign in into my msn, it said that there is some trouble with my msn so i just click "help", and for sure, i confuse of those statement written. so i just give up and try to rewrite my email and my password. and after about 5 mins length, my msn got its life. i was so thrilled to see that. hahahahha so lebay. but i'm so glad that i've got my lapty back. i hate virus and trojan. but i decide that i want to give my computer in a routine services to my daddy's computers techinician. and you should know, that he was the one who made my lapty was healed. good job dude!!

COOL!!

2009-04-24T05:03:00.000-07:00

I REALLY ADORE THESE KIND OF SHOES!!! GOD, IF YOU PLEASE ME TO HAVE ONE OF THEM, SEND ONE FROM HEAVEN FOR ME!!!!

marc jacobs

1 day left

2009-04-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

hiyaaa, i just only have one day for my final national exam. i dont know why, by the time i know thwt these exams is soon going to be over, it pushes me over to have another exams like school exams and also sport practical exam. but 1 thing that i really want that only 5 words :
"PROFICIAT! ANDA TELAH LULUS SMA!" for me, it's just kinda sign that i had already passes my way from evil hahahaha. i just waiting for that time for now!!!! FIGHT!

5 days more

2009-04-14T06:36:00.000-07:00

HEY ALL OF SENIOR HIGH 12TH GRADE STUDENTS IN INDONESIA!!!!! WE WILL FACE OUR NATIONAL EXAM 5 DAYS MORE!!!!! PREPARE YOURSELF PROPERLY!!! so do i!

garage sale!!

2009-04-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

thank god hari ini garage sale yang dibuat sama anak kelas 3 utk cari dana dalam rangka memenuhi target dana untuk penyelesaian pembuatan yearbook dan pelaksanaan gradnite SUKSES BESAR!! dana yang terkumpul bener2 di luar dugaan. liat tuh bacin, kita juga ga perlu bergantung sm lo!! dan kabar bahagia juga, bahwa tepat pada hari ini ada pengunguman itb usm 1!! congratulations for you who got accepted!!!

thx GOD!

2009-04-03T23:36:00.000-07:00

tuhan Yesus terima kasih untuk semua rahmat kasih penyertaanMu. rasanya sekarang gue ga bisa putus2nya bersyukur sama Tuhan atas kebaikan yang udah Dia kasih. diterima di UI fak hukum. yes itu emang cita2 gue dari smp. kmrn pas pertama kali gue liat hasil pengunguman, air mata rasanya ga mungkin ga keluar dari mata gue. terharu bahagia senang, itulah yang gue rasain tadi subuh melihat hasil simak ui gue. utk temen2 yg belum diterima, just keep your faith!!! Tuhan pasti akan kasih jalan yang terbaik!! GOD BLESS

english practical exam ( i do a practise)

2009-04-02T06:45:00.000-07:00

RECOUNT
Orientation :
Last year, certainly on November, my cousin Lala just had the wedding. Bang Amri and Ka Lala had became a newly wed since that month. The holy matrimony was held in HKBP Jalan Jambu Church, Saturday, 22 Nov 2008 on 12am onwards. And the receptional occation was held on that night in Balai Sudirman.
Event 1 :
Before they get married, all of the family had a big preparation to make this wdding perfectly. Starting from the dress, the food catering, the decoretion, the make ups, all the other kind of things. We all were so excited to "say hello" to the first grandchild of our grandpa wedding.
Event 2:
Besides that, the couple were also have to prepare their soul either their future life. My cousin Lala for many times had shared her guilty to her mom ( aka my aunty), sometimes she felt some kind of regret feeling or maybe not ready to get along of marriage life. But, our family had always supporetd her to pray always to God so she will get the blessing from God.
Event 3:
And finally the day that we had waited for almost 8 months came. We all were so nervous to do this firstly grandchild wedding. It was also such a big eager of us to make this wedding succes, because most of us had already given our best to prepare this wedding.
Re-orientation:
But, human had never taken apart from perfect thing. We all had always plus, so do the minus. And after the wedding done, we all the family realized that the occation had also to be evaluated by many parts.

sariawan attacked

2009-04-01T05:10:00.000-07:00

gue benci bgt sama yg namanya sariawan karena kayak udah dari kelas 1 sd, yang namanya sariawan trs menghantui hidup gue. tapi anehnya sejak kelas 3 sma, yg namanya sariawan udah jarang dtg ke hiudp gue, thx God for it! tapi sialnya minggu lalu, mulut gue yang besar ini terkena serangan sariawan di lidahkanan! awalnya ga sakit. tapi lama2 gue ga bisa ngomong dan makan (padahal itu hobi gue). alhasil waktu itu gue bisa memakan 2 jam hanya untuk menguyah 10 suap nasi ( hahaha lebay ya 1 jam an gitu lah pokoknya lama bet). trs juga karna sariawannya di sebelah kanan, akahirnya kan gue nguyah terus pake yg sisi mulut gue yg sebelah kiri, eh taunya saking gue ttp bnyk makan, gusi gue yg di bagian kiri mulut jadi lecet dan akhirnya jadi sariawan dan jumlahnya 2. dan trs lagi makin parah lah tuh. akhirnya gue dibikinin nyokap gue puding roti, sup cream, mashed potato supaya gue bisa makan, krn nyokap gue merasa iba melihat anaknya yg suka makan ini jadi ga bisa makan. hahaha untungnya hari ini gue udah lumayan bisa makan, sariawan yg di lidah udah berkurang sedikit, jadi pelan2 gue udah bisa makan pake sisi mulut yang sebelah kanan. eh sariawan ayolah pergi, please jng sakiti mulutku!!

seminggu lagi

2009-03-28T07:39:00.000-07:00

TEPAT SEMINGGU LAGI PENGUNGUMAN SIMAK UI. I ALWAYS PRAY TO GOD FOR THE BEST!

lapty!!

2009-03-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

i dont know what happened with my laptop. since tuesday, after i put in my friend's flashdisk into my laptop, all the thing which linked to internet connection wasnt worked out! i think, its just because my laptop got the new virus from that flashdisk. arrrghhh i hate it. dammit!! i really need my laptop is healed now, because i have A LOT of tasks to do!

cameras!!

2009-03-25T08:07:00.000-07:00

it was one of my big eager to but new digicam. i just check out the price of new camera, yeah i have some choices, which camera should i bought. i dont need the 10 megapixels, i just need about 8-9 mp, with 150-180 mm zooms. i interest in 3 types of camera. first is canon ixus, i love this camera, but it is expensive, until now i dont understand what is the advantages of these cameras. then the second choice is canon powershot, i like the grey body, it was so rare, and it is so worthy i think. but if i buy this one, i wont get the free memory card. and the third choice is sony supershot, i also like but i dont know why, im not to keen on it, though if i buy it, i will get free 2gb memory card.
then i also want to buy lomo. i really want to buy colorsplash, but for lomo price, it is really expensive,about 975000 rupiahs. if i want to compare its price with supersampler or fisheye,it has 300000 rupiahs differents price. i just thought about this. lomo is just like the style of camera. it was not forever camera. maybe i will use it for only 3-4 years. then, i think i will no longer use it and maybe i will give it to my servant's child. so, shoul i buy lomo? it is totally confusing me but actually I REALLY WANT IT HAHAHA!

NO SPONSORSHIP!

2009-03-25T08:04:00.000-07:00

SELL YOUR BLACKBERRY! SELL YOUR V-CLASS INNOVA! SELL YOUR LAPTOP! SELL YOUR SHINY LIGHT EXPENSIVE WATCH! DONT GO AROUND THE WORLD! THINK ABOUT US THEN YOU CAN THINK ABOUT YOURSELF!

sosiology?

2009-03-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

sosiology? it sounds like i have heard that word before (yaiyalah secara gue anak ips). no way, for now, i hate sosiology so much, because you know why? because i got a really a bad score for that lesson in my first national final exam's try out. for me, it was such an embarassing thing. it is sociology man!!! normally, sanurians easily got a really good score for this lesson, but why this time i really had a sucks luck. bastard! maybe i'm the one of 57 social students whose sociology's score is red. by the time, i know, i got a bad score, i wanted cry, but i think it was so stupid to cry just because sociology try out!!!! what afcuk! hahahahaha. but eventhough, now, i had already laugh out-loud, i still want to try to get the best!!! WISH ME LUCK BEB!!!

I LOVE THIS SHOES SO MUCH

2009-03-21T06:01:00.000-07:00

:[

2009-03-21T05:53:00.000-07:00

banyak bgt kayaknya sekarang yg pengen gue ceritain ke orang. rasanya bnyk bgt yang pengen gue kasi tau ke orang2 apa yg gue rasain tentang mereka. tapi gue gatau harus ngomong sm siapa da juga gue gatau apakah gue berani bilang itu semua, yang jelas skrg ada yang sekarang sombong ngemalesin bgt skrg tuh ada. rasanya gue pngn bilang kalo HEY!! YOU TOTALLY HAVE CHANGED!! YOU ARE NOT YOU!!! tapi rasanya ga mungkin gue ngomong sm ini orang kyk gitu. tapi kalo gue, pasrahin aja deh, dia mau kayak apa juga bukan hidup gue ini, hidup dia juga kan. trs juga kan skrg kan jadwal padet bgt aja gitu ya huaaa stres deh ampunn, minggu besok to, minggu besok juga to, minggu dpnnya ujian praktek, minggu depannya to lagi, minggu depannya uan, minggu depan to uas, minggu depan to uas, minggu depannya uas, THE END. masih lama bgt perjalanan hidup gue ga lagi ditambah lagi gue hrs ngurusin yearbook utk dana, hua mau matik juga rasanya. tapi kan ada papa J yang bakal bantuin gue terus ( eh ini papa J yang sampe mati bakal ada bimbing hidup gue, jng mikir macem!) but i know i will enter the straight way if i passed the dendrite way!!!!

blur

2009-03-11T22:24:00.000-07:00

i dont even know whats goin on with me. everyday i just think about 2 letter UI! gila ga tuh. in my pray, that 2 letter never be forgotten to say. what a thriller life i have now. cuma gara2 satu nama universitas hidup gue jadi terngiang2 gitu gara2 itu. and now also i dont know why people so consumptive for now. it doesnt mean i want to know privately about their life, but i just want to know where they got their money to buy those such goodies. WOW. it sounds like easy to buy a lot of expensive things. me, honestly not a type a person who always want to buy buy buy a lot of new things. for me, if its really good and worth enough i will buy it by my ownmoney. do you what is my favorite thing to do?? i love to do SAVING!!! it looks like im kinda of a person which is the pelit one NO absolutely no!!!! i have principes that my mother and my father had burduned it since i was a kid, that appreciate everything you had especially if it is a gift, and also live PRODUCTIVE not CONSUMPTIVE and the last thing is always THANKING of everything you have though its good or bad! i suugest you to follow me, it doesnt i want you to "menggurui" but try it first and feel the damages after it!

my best wishes for now

2009-03-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

1. I PASS SIMAK UI AND GET THE KEY TO ENTER UI
2. I PASS MY SENIOR HIGH WITH GREAT BOTH NATIONAL AND SCHOOL FINAL EXAM
3. I GO TO AUSSIE TO VISIT MY SISTER
4. I GO TO BALI WITH BALI, COS I REALY MISS TO SEE BALI
5. I GOT NEW BOYFRIEND TO FULFILL "HIS" EMPTY CHAIR IN DEEPEST HEART
6. I PLAY IN DREAMGIRLS (WITH JAKARTA BROADWAY TEAM NOT WITH GLOBAL TV WHICH IS THE NORAK ONE)

with a pleasent private smile :)

7. I JOIN BATAVIA MADRIGAL SINGERS

8. I GET MORE FASHION GIGS FREE HAHAHA

9. I HAVE NEW HAIRCUT
10. I WANT A STYLISH GLASSES

my these 10 best wishes, i give it all to YOU, God!!!! AMEN!!!

back to write my blog

2009-03-11T08:22:00.000-07:00

after all this time i have seen my friends's or other people blogs, i just have "needing" to fill in again my blog. it just looks particularly good. some of them tell about their experience or maybe sme of them told their feelings bout life, some of them wrote about fashion and that made me deeply jealous and also they wrote everything that they wanted. and it reallt built my spirit to more wrote again my blogs. and also i make it newer or maybe simpler than the older, which i had deleted the videos and some other things that really unimportant to see or to enjoy. support me to continue writing my blog!!!

LOVE, dimba

stressed ATTACK

2009-02-21T21:29:00.000-08:00

gatau knp ya, kayaknya kok kestresan gue sekarang tingkat tinggi banget,rasanya kayak ga bisa nafas gitu sekarang. pengen nangis,rasanya kyk buang tenaga aja. pengen istirahat gaada waktu. pengen main, ya pasti ga bisa. pengen ada yang diajak curhat, ko rasanya gaada yang bisa diajak curhat. BINGUNG!! thats the definite word for describe me now. knp ya begini kayaknya bnyk bgt beban yang numpuk di otak, di badan, dimana2 deh. ampun,kelas 3 ini berasa bukan neraka lagi tapi sampe udah gatau mau ngapain lagi ampun dehhhhhhhh. kenapa sih begini!!!!

10 facts about me (homework from jeanne)

2008-12-05T05:46:00.000-08:00

fact 1
i totally hate snakes!! they just seems like evil or satans. yes i hate them and i always try to avoid them. gue gatau sejak kapan gw benci dan phobia dng mahluk ini tapi yg jelas gw bnr2 ga bisa liat mahluk ini bhkan di tv ato di majalah2 gitu sekalipun
fact 2
gw pake kacamata dan menetap utk terus menggunakannya sejak kelas 1 sma, gw gatau knp, tp mungkin krn silinder gw yang makin parah jadi bikin mata gw super pusing dan smpe mata gw berair.
fact 3
i do want contact lenses. why? pertama dng contact lens gw bisa tampil gaya tanpa kacamata tp. mata gw ttp berasa normal. kedua orang2 tau gw suka nyanyi dan buat gw itu sesuatu yg ga lazim buat gw utk pake kacamata pas nyanyi. ketiga krn dng contact lens gw gausah pake kacamata. tapi gw mgkn baru bisa dapet contact lens akhir taun ini, krn gw silinder jadi merknya yg lain gt, namanya toric, bkn acuvue blabla gt, jadi mesti dipesen sktr 3 minggu gt (I ALREADY GOT THIS ONE)
fact 4
i do love my friends both junior high and senior high. gw baru ngerasa indahnya pertemanan itu pas smp dan sma. buat gw, sd itu masamasa busuk nan ga indah, buat gw aja loh. tapi emg temen2 bisa jadi apapun kalo buat gw, bisa jadi tmn curhat, gila, tmn berbagi, tmn curi makanan, tmn saingan, tmn jalan2 apapun lah
fact 5
now i also love band-ing haha. sejak sma kls 2 gw gabung di band sanur dan sejak itu juga dunia menyanyi gw semakin luas dan yah become better gitu. mgkn dr smp udah lmyn, tp sekarang jauh lebih lagi. apalagi gw skrg ikut greenlite and jbt yg orang2nya ckp diblg profesional dlm bermusik ga kyk di *******
fact 6
now i'm on my way finding bf hahahaha. im not kidding loh. knp? krn skrg gw lagi super jenuh penat stres underpresure dan segala macem nya. jadi yang gw butuhkan itu adalah orang orang yang bnr peduli, perhatian dan sayang sm gw. hayo my future bf come!
fact 7
i love singing soooo muchhh!!!! gw bnr2 suka nyanyi. gatau knp, pdhl mgkn dulu suara gw biasa aja, tp krn gw suka, dan gw latian trs, akhirnya kata nykap itu bakat de, emg yg udah dibawa dari lahir, jadi gw juga terus berpikir utk trs ngembanginnya
fact 8
i do want to be accepted in indonesian university. for better or worse, i always pray for the best!
fact 9
i do want to leave indonesia. sorry for the lack of my nationalism, but it is the truth. gue bnr2 pengen pindah ke amrik. rencana gue adalh klo gue nikah gue pengen pindah ke amrik hidup sm keluarga gue disana. ini semua karena birokrasi di indonesia yg menurut gue sekarang ini NO MEANING!
fact 10
i do want to have walking closets like what i have dreamed similar like in the sex and the city the movie. IT WAS TOTALLY WICKED!

i hate them

2008-12-05T05:37:00.000-08:00

emang kalo dipikir2 isi blog gw ini cuma ngungkapin hal-hal yang sifatnya lebih ke arah negatif tapi yang jelas gw lagi kesel sm bberapa orang di lingkungan yang seharusnya ga boleh gw rasakan hal itu. gw berasa ga dihargain lagi disana, gw berasa gw dianggep rendah dan gada artinya lagi. dimana sbnrnya disitu gw pengen ngemabngin yang bakat gw tapi apa nyatanya gw ga pernah dibilang bagus lah, terima kasih lah, ada nya juga cm pandangan sinis atopun kritik2 cukup bikin gw down dan ga semangat lagi utk ngelakuin itu. tapi walopun gitu, gw terus berdoa spy mereka bisa sadar, dan gw perlahan mencari lingkunagn yang temanya sama, tp gw bnr2 mau nyari yang tepat bgt sm hati gw, bukan sm rasio gw.

hihi ka lala wedding

2008-12-04T06:21:00.000-08:00

yay wedding nya ka lala udah selesai. bagus ko over all tp ada bbrp hal yang gw cukup kecewa aja tp yaudalah, it al had happened, i still thank God for it. mm tapi yg plg sedih adalah pas kawinan ka lala ini ka nana, which is adalah kakak kandung gw ga bisa ikut, gara2 bang choqo yg adalah pacar dan calon suami nya sakit dan harus diopname. ya ga bisa dihindarin kalo kakak gw jadinya ga jadi ikut. tapi yg terpenting. skrg bang choqi udah sembuh plus udah balik ke aussie. huhu, tp yg jelas gw di kawinan kmrn seneng bgt ko. krn jadi ktemu lagi sm sodara2, it was such a great momnet fot me to spend my time with them :D

lOVE

my bday gift

2008-11-24T07:05:00.000-08:00

aduh gw super bingung nih hadiah ultah gw nanti mau gw beliin apa ya,beauty case segambreng ato kamera. klo gw beli make up kit, pasti gw dibilang centil, padahal tujuan gw beli gituan bukan buat centil2an tp utk ngebantu gw supaya pas mau nyanyi gw gausah minjem2 orang, aww malu tau. terus krn kbtln make up kit gw yg sekarng jg cm dikit dan blush on gw pun udah pecah gt. huhu, klo kamera gw pengennya slr, tp sbnrnya itu udah jadi cita2 gw utk gw beli sendiri pake uang hasil jerih payah gw sendiri, bukan dibeliin pake duit bonyok, biar lebih berasa hak miliknya hahaha. oiya perlu diketahui juga BAHWA TES SIMAK UNIVERSITAS INDONESIA TEPAT PADA HARI MINGGU TANGGAL 1 MARET 2009 DI KAMPUS UI DEPOK YANG DIMANA HARI TERSEBUT ADALAH HARI ULANG TAHUN GW. MATIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

love and stressed out

two things now

2008-11-24T06:59:00.000-08:00

duh gara2 kmrn mau nyiapin nikahannya k lala, waktu gw utk ngmpl brg2 sm kluarga besar jadi lmyn banyak. and now i really missed it. mm, seru aja gt ngumpul brg mereka. ngebacol bareng2,ngejam bareng, apa2 lah sampe hina menghina yang ga penting. but thats our togetherinity huhuhu. tp sekarang gw harus balik ngadepin pahitnya dan najisnya hidup. besok adlah hari ulum pertama di semster 1. yahh mau gamau harus dujalanin dan dihadepin dng baik. gaada lagi males2an tuh. forget lazy or score must have leaved. haduh Tuhan Yesus tolong saya menghadapi semua ini.

LOVE
me,dimba

ohh gosh

2008-11-01T02:32:00.000-07:00

gila apa ya tu orang dikira gw cuma butuh otak pinter dan hati mulia aja kali ya? NO!!! i need more than that! kesannya dng kayak gt dia mau nunjukkin bgt klo dia pinter!! i dont care!! gw lebih peduli sm orang yang baik, kreatif, inovatif, hurry, dan smart not pinter aja. maaf klo yang baca postingan gw kali ini ga ngerti.

with BIG MAD and LITTLE LOVE

aku diterima di uph

2008-10-31T06:41:00.000-07:00

hehehehehe aku diterima di uph utk pmdk tapi ko nothing special bgt ya. hahaha, klo diterima pmdk ui nah baru gw sampe nangis darah gt terharunya. bahkan dikasi taunya lewat sms gt kyk nyantai juga gitu penerimaannya. hahaha teman temin doain gw ya spy bisa lolos ke ui!!!

with LOVE

mm

2008-10-30T06:53:00.000-07:00

postingan gw sblmnya sbnrnya udah pada ngerti apa blm sih ya hehehe.
sbnrnya gw ngerasa gw ini kok jadi ngerasa kosong bgt dlm soal perasaan skrg. bete buat gw utk ngerasain itu. pengen bgt rasanya ad yg nemenin gw di kehidupan sehari-hari. apalgi skrg gw bnr2 ngerasa lagi ada di titik jenuh gt. dimana orang-orang gampang bgt dapet cowo tp ga buat gw, susah buat gw nyari cowo, karena apa? gw adalah orang yg cukup agak terlalu teliti soal ginian. dan buat gw hubungan itu bukan buat main-main. mgkn slm ini ada cowo yg deket sm gue, tp apa, maaf gw sana seklai ga ngerasain apa-apa. mgkn ada bbrp alasan yang ga bisa gw sebutin disini, dng kasarnya, he's juat like the other, he's not the special one for me. actually, i had prayed for one guy, tapi ya Tuhan aja nanti yang jawab doa gw!!

with FAITH, NO REGRET and LOVE

haha i need

2008-10-30T06:22:00.000-07:00

yes i will continue my words. i need my soul filled :D

with SAD MAD and LOVE

smuk 1 cup RESCUE

2008-10-30T06:08:00.000-07:00

woww, perjuangan greelite band untuk sampe ke tahap sebagai pemenang juara 1, bener2 mseti ada dongengnya gw rasa. mulai dari teror2 dari rival yg pada akhirnya kalah bhkn ga masuk final, trs juga mulai dari superrr susahnya ngatur waktu latian brg, ngeliat dari begitu padetnya jam tambahan di skolah, trs juga ngeliat dari babad yang mau gpmb, gila susah bgt. taun lalu gaada apa2nya. taun lalu semuanya masih bisa ke handle. tapi klo sekarang jangan diatanya. smpe h-1 penyisihan, ada 3 orang yg masih blm tau 1 lagu dari 2 lagu yang dimainin, kacau bgt ga tu. tapi akhirnya dng semangat dan senyum kita semua bisa ngebuktiin masuk ke tahap final. terus juga, ini yang menjadi sejarah apapun. pas final, kita punya masalah, yakni: kita masih harus nunggu marin yang baru aja pulang ret2 dari sukabumi berangkat jam 1 dan diblg lomba kita jam 4. coba tolong dibayangin tuh kayak apa. dan alhasil dng seember air mata dan segunung rasa stres akhirnya kita maju tampil ke panggung final without bassist. can you all imagine that? we play at one of the difficult festival for senior high class without bassist. itu sama aja kyk nayri mati gt. tapi dng segala daya yg masih kita punya, we played our best. gw sebagai vocalist bnr2 nyoba narik perhatian penonton spy ttp impressed sm penampilan kita. dan kata om alfa, yes i have did it! dan pas kita selese main, sekitar 5 mnt kemudian, gw ngeliat marin masuk backstage dan nangis langsung berlutut, tangis yang udah gue tahan2 dari berangkat akhirnya keluar juga seketika, saking histeris nya gw lsg ngajak anak2 semua yuk kita berdoa biar Tuhan yang kasih jalan, apapun yang terjadi itu pasti karna Tuhan yang bikin. dan pas malem2nya, gw dpt kabar klo kita juara 1, antara mau nangis teriak mati ato apa gw gatau, tapi balik lagi, gw tau bgt Tuhan yang punya rencana atas semua ini. Thank GOD for all of it!!

with COURAGE & again
LOVE

mulai dari libur lebaran

2008-10-30T05:57:00.000-07:00

beh lama bener kayaknya gue baru mulai cerita masalah libur lebaran, tapi rasanya gue bakal lega banget klo misalnya gw ceritain. jadi pas libur lebaran itu, kehidupan gue itu full dengan keluarga life. seneng bgt gue akhirnya bisa kumpul2 lagi brg sodara2 gue(hahaha padahal ga lama-lama amat kita ga ketemu) tapi gw emang sayang bgt sm sodara2 gw itu. mm perjalanan gw selama liburan mulai dari ke waterbom(mantap hair pin!!! everybody should try it!!) trs ke mall (aduhh basi emang tapi namanya juga liburan para mbak) terus silaturahmi ke rumah2 sodara si emak yang masih muslim. terus kita juga makan2 bersama, trs makan2 bareng yang paling memorable itu pas kita makan brg ke jimbaran ancol as our together holidaya, sedih bgt lohh akhirnya waktu itu, tp ya namanya waktu, apa yang bisa manusia buat, cm bisa pasrah dan just let it all flow.

with PASSION and LOVE

gila!!!

2008-10-30T05:55:00.000-07:00

gilaaaa gw itu maksudnya gue berasa udah super lama bgt ga nulis blog, akhirnya gue nulis lagi. padahal gw jujur ga boong, gw seneng bgt nulis blog. rasanya klo udah nge post ada yang lega aja gitu. banyak bgt yang pengen gw ceritain. tapi ga bisa diportingan ini, mesti di postingan lain. tapi maaf foto2nya belom ada. maybe next time!!

tomorrow is my english presentation

2008-09-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

actually i just want to practise my part ini my own blog. i will just read,explain and add some new information on it. ok so my part is (blablabla in my slides) and then i will say yes in african there was a proverb said that to raise a chlid, it took the whole village to do it. and today the modern capitalist society instead leaves childcare to nuclear families if not to women alone(meaning: for now, some modern people will put their child to another families to take care their child). and then, again blablabla, example in bandung, there was a woman said that there were a lot of shopping malls in bdg but why she only found 1 parents room in one of many malls there, and surprisely that parents room is far from the standard shoul be. (again blablabla), long distance from work to home, and long working hours with rigid schedules make the mothers difficult to breast fed their babies. (blablablabal)there is no choice beside they have to use the rest rooms to breast fed their babies. it might be good, if they dont have to clean up the place and queue the restrooms. next (i havent understood) PRAY FOR ME !!

again
me LOVE

masa kecil

2008-09-20T05:33:00.000-07:00

gw sangat menyukai masa hidup gw saat gw masih kecil, tepatnya sblm sd, itu indah bgt!!! gw ga usah belajar, mulai belajar nyanyi, make telfon, pake sepatu2 hak tinggi punya nyokap, pake lipstick, nari2, cm pake kutang dan calana super pendek gitu di rumah, wow, asiknya. but sekarang itu semua yang justru udah ga akan bisa gw alami lagi. tapi mudah2an bisa anak gw nanti rasain,i wait for you my sweety baby (hahaha gila berasa besok melahirkan). ahaha pengen balik masa kecil lagii, sungguh enak dan mantap rasanya. hahaha

me LOVE

penyelesaian kasus (lanjut ke masa sd)

2008-09-20T05:26:00.000-07:00

oke, kita anak sanur, udah bicarain berjutajuta kali ttg blog nya mai aka mariana widjaja. well fine, emg dia udah klarifikasi semua ke yurika, dan percaya ga percaya gw ikutin kata yurika utk nyelesein semua. dan gw sendiri mau bilang kalo gw udah selesai ga bicarain mslh itu lagi. jadi terimakasih dan maaf bgt atas semuanya. tapi dengan selesainya mslh ini, bukan berarti kekeselan gw sm mai gara2 masalah yg terjadi pda masa sd bisa selesai gitu aja. jujur aja, gw ga suka bgt sm masa sd gw, bnyk hal yg sbnrnya pgn bikin gw nangis klo inget jaman-jaman sd. gw dtg dari tk yg pastinya anak-anak marsud wktu itu gatau, orang yg gw kenal satu2nya cm patrick sbg sepupu gw sendiri dan bhkn itu pun masih digoda2in gt, please guys??? dia itu sepupu gw hahaha. trs tmn gw di sd ga pernah konsisten gt dari kls 1 sd smpe lulus, udah gt skrg gw kyk lose contact gt sm mreka mgkn ini semua gara2 gw pada dasarnya gw udah ga suka sm jmn sd, but well, its all over hahaha. sbnrnya bnyk bgt masalh yg bisa aja gw tulis disini, but for now i just want to enjoy my real life!!!

back to your "truly" you

2008-09-14T09:05:00.000-07:00

PLEASE JANGAN BERUBAH

back to your life

keluar dari hidup lo yang sekarang

you are really CHANGED

i dont what already happened with you

i always pray for you

SO PLEASE BE THE ORIGINALLY YOU!!

(dedicated to one my friend)

i dont know
maybe with LOVE and MAD for her

I NEED MY OLD SUNDAYS

2008-09-14T08:55:00.000-07:00

huaa i hate sundays for this year. karena gw harus bta tiap minggu, demi spmb!! tapi gw ga bisa ke geraja siang lagi, padaha wktu greja siang itu bnr2 paling enak, krn buat gw,itu sama kyk gw ktemuan sm temen2 gw seiman. but for almost 1 year, it wont happen to m, yg bisa gw lakuin skrg cm gereja sore ato ga ya ga greja. tapi rasanya kalo ga ke gereja, aneh aja gt, masa gw ga bisa luangin wktu paling lama 2 jam utk ke rumah Tuhan? padahal klo kemana2, ke party tmn, kemanalah blablabla gw bisa aja bela2in tapi masa cm ke gereja aja ga bisa sih. help ME!!

with: FORGET REGRET or LIFE IS YOURS TO MISS (from RENT,thx for teaching me this)

ternyata dia ?

2008-09-14T00:33:00.001-07:00

ga nyangka aja gw dia ngelakuin kyk gitu. wow, its not just about "eating friend hahaha" but it also stealing your friend's soul. it just sounded silly and cliche but well that's life. face it!! so you will know tough to through your life which fulled of "stones". honestly, now, i dont know about my feely, looks and feel very cliche and blur, but i know i will get my own answer anout my feelng. so does with my friends, hey baby just calm down, forget him!! and also forget her, we're here for you!! okay tahnk god, she had gone away from here, so the problem will not be appear like a bomb right now. actually, she is one of my reason why i hate that "thing". sh**! why she is so huaaaa!! i dont what i have to say about this. well, i know this is life!!! there are a lot of things that you dont know what is inside my mind and my soul?? ASK YOURSELF!!

sorry, if this post doesnt look clear for you, cos its just my "curhat"
LOVE

RENT musical on 5th-6th Sept 08

2008-09-07T02:34:00.000-07:00

wow. it's done. lega. oke pada dasarnya gw mau ceritain semua dari tanggal 5. jadi rent itu adalah musical yang initnya adalh utnuk menyadarkan kaum muda untuk "FIGHT AIDS". well, thats totally is a really great thing. tapi jujur sari bgt untuk 42nd street production, when you play in your own 'rent mode' you all didnt act you should have to. jujur, dari segi acting and singing there were a lot of mistakes and "minus things" tapi bukannya sombong gw sabagai anggota Jakarta Broadway Team yang berposisi sbg vocalist, harus bilang kalo banyak bgt yang bilang kalo inti dari acara itu adalah mereka menonton the musicians not the casts, hmm that was really hurt. tapi emang kalo gw liat semua pemain JBT emang udah profesional bgt dalam bermain musik. banyak yang bilang kalo kita semua itu 'young talented musician;, good to hear that! tapi gw sendiri berharap kalo kelanjutan JBT bisa lebih baik lagi dan harus ada perjanjian khusus dan pasti klo mau kerjasama lagi with other pihak, ga lagi kyk kmrn ini. tapi jujur untuk rent tgl 5-6 gw puas bgt for the music. so, wait for next JBT's project !!

the play ''Viva La Vie Boheme"

the vocalists (dimba-laras-jessica)

Jakarta Broadway Team

i do love my social classes

2008-08-28T08:33:00.000-07:00

it's the beginning of my last year high class DUBIDU (dua belas ips dua)*we miss bu nita and ms kara so much

it's the last most wonderful moment with my eleventh grade class COMING SOON (community intelligent social one) ! *smooch

RENT !!

2008-08-28T04:38:00.000-07:00

gw akan tampil di musical 'rent' tanggal 5-6 september di teater kecil TIM !! be there ya !! cause if you watch it just same like you help people from AIDS !! so show your caring heart to the world !! sbnrnya dalam acara ini ada bbrp hal yg selalu ada aja blablanya. tapi cm ada satu orang yg gue bisa ajak ngomong yaitu si indi, gw rasa dia juga begitu. pokoknya yg terpenting, doain ya spy sukses !!

with LOVE

beratnya kelas 3

2008-08-28T04:27:00.000-07:00

kalo ada kesempatan untuk teriak "pak bu guru, kami anak sanur kelas 3 ini juga manusia, otak kami masih ada batasnya" rasanya pengen bgt teriak kyk gt. rasanya pengen bgt nagis dengan adanya segudang ulangan, tugas, pr, dll. hari ini, hari kamis which is adl hari terakhir diajar bu nita. tadi pas kita nyanyi gw udah sedih bgt tapi gw masih nahan2 bgt untuk ga nangis. tapi pas emg saatnya dia keluar kelas karena bel, gw bnr2 ga tahan untuk ga nangis, tanpa takut dimarahin guru lain, gw teriak dan nangis dan emang ada satu guru yang negur, tapi gw ga peduli. she doesn't know how it feels. itu sedih bgt. gw blm pernah ada niat untuk mencintai matematika sebelum diajar bu nita. sblmnya gw ga ada niat untuk ngerjain mat, ulangan, nyoba2 minta soal, bahkan minta ulangan. tapi ya gw cm bisa blg kalo pilihan bu nita untuk keluar emang satu2nya jalan terbaik buat dia. i'll pray the best for you bu!! terus juga gw sidh bgt karena kelas 3 ini, rasanya gw gaada waktu untuk nafas dan ketawa. hidup gw penuh dng ulangan 3 sehari, tugas2, kartul, kegiatan2, pljrn tambahan, praktiku, dll. jujur gw blm nangis tapi tmn2 gw yg lain udah nyk yg nangis. tapi gw serahin ini semua sama Tuhan Yesus, gw akan terus coba untuk rutin 'sate' (saat teduh) supaya hidup gw sehari-hari bisa tenang dan ada pegangan. so people, pray for me !!

with LOVE and TEARS

17th of august 2008

2008-08-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU INDONESIAKU :D
SELAMAT UTK :
PASKIBARA :)) LOVE YOU ALL
KOMANDAN-KOMANDAN
TPSU
TTM
GREENLITE BAND :D
PSUMB
DEBBY AS THE ORATOR
PANITIA
BAPAK IBU GURU YANG MEMBANTU

ALL OF SANURIANS
MERDEKA UNTUK INDONESIA YANG BERULANGTAHUN KE 63 !!

new gang (you think ?) haha

2008-08-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

siangsiang atau tepatnya soresore. hadimba regina hosana sibarani, bernadetha indreswari wisnuputri, dan fransiska jeanne eureka mencoba menjadi sebuah geng. mengapa? karena kami bertiga memakai tas tentengan tambahan yang sama, yaitu tas java jazz dengan gambar terompet dan dengan tulisan "thank God it's jazz" yang isinya juga kurang lebih sama yaitu sketch book,penggaris panjang 40 cm,drawing pen,etc. haha. kami bertiga mencoba bergaya seperti alicia keys and the gang waktu di video clip "teenage love affair". haha,yes its kinda of stupid thing. but it happened because kami sudah cukup mulai pusing dengan segala aktifitas dan kesibukan di sanur. huaaaa. tapi yg bikin ga elit, si jeanne pake acara makan nasi goreng pos,enak sih. haha. thats enough,mulai ga jelas. but i named it ganggenggong. haha

I LOVE

2008-08-13T08:18:00.000-07:00

i love to sing (YES FOR SURE)
i love to travel
i love to go backpacking
i love to join in band or choir or vocal group
i love to make friends
i love to know something new
i love to try something strange
i love my family
i love my friends
i love my besties
i love YOU ALL
and last but not least i love MYSELF :D

again, with LOVE

my routines

2008-08-12T06:23:00.000-07:00

MY DAILY ROUTINE

senin
pagi, sekolah di SMA Santa Ursula sampe biasanya kurang lebih jam 4 sore karena ada band tapi biasanya lebih dan perjalanan ke rumah biasanya akan memakan waktu kurang lebih 2 jam, ya kira2 sampe rumah jam 6. terus biasanya gw lsg mandi karna udah ga tahan dengan segala busuk2 yang udah menempel di tubuh gw ini. trs biasanya makan. ya kira2 itu semua sampe jam 7an gt. abis itu biasanya belajar kalo ada tugas dan ulangan sampe seselesainya.
selasa
pagi sama kyk hari senin. pulang sore juga karena ada praktikum akun. tp biasanya kalo band ada event tertentu abakal latian lagi sampe jam 4 an. terusterus sampe rumah sama lagi jam segitu dan kegiatan berputar lagi sama seperti begitu.
rabu
kehidupan pagi tidak akan ada perbedaan dengan 2 hari sebelumnya. tapi bedanya hari rabu ini ga ada kegiatan khusus kecuali ada event di band tadi. tapi biasanya emg hrs ttp plg sore krn ngerjain tugas a lah. tgs b lah. dan kehidupan kembali berputar sama seperti hari-hari biasanya.
kamis
tanpa harus berpanjang-panjang. gw katakan ini idem dengan hari rabu. kecuali nanti pada perkembangannya tambahan geo dijadwalin hari kamis ini. sisanya kurang lebih sama dengan hari rabu.
jumat
hari jumat ini di paginya sama. tapi di malemnya sangatlah berbeda karena biasanya di hari jumat ini gw pergi ke gereja untuk persiapan tugas hari minggu, atopun latihan paduan suara (serafim muahhh) atopun biasanya gw suka diminta nyanyi sm temen nyokap lah, siapalah di acara2 yang diselenggarain di hari jumat.
sabtu
hari sabtu ini perbedaannya pada kegiatan di sekolah yang hanya 1 jam mata pelajaran wajib. 4 jam pelajaran lainnya diisi dengan kegiatan bahasa dan seni. for me, i had chosen TTM (tari tradisional modern) and germany since i was in my first year high. terus di sore2nya biasanya banyak yg suka minta nyanyi di gereja for wedding prossesion atopun buat holy matromony nya. trs biasanya di mlm2 kalo ga disuru lnjt nyanyi di kawinan orang2 itu ato ga latian serafim kalo ga biasanya dateng atopun diminta tlg nyanyi as additional/replacement unpermanent vocalist gt di party2 temen haha. thats all for saturday
minggu
dan hari ini yang merupakan hari terakhir di suatu minggu buat gw tetapi kalo di kalender selalu menjadi hari di kolom terdepan merupakan hari yang juga cukup melelahkan for now. skrg krn udah kls 3,setiap minggu pagi sampe jam 12, gw dan some of my friends ikut bta8. its kinda of tired thing, tapi gw lakukan ini demi mendaptkan universitas terbaik buat gw. trs abis itu biasanya gw ke gereja dari jam 4 smpe jam 7an lah sambil bersekutu dan beribadah,kadang juga suka ada latian serafim lagi. dan abis itu pulang,makan dan abis itu belajar for tomorrow monday.
AND AFTER THAT, I STIIL HAVE TO DO MY SIMILAR WEEKS ROUTINES :D

with LOVE

hey !!!

2008-08-12T06:21:00.000-07:00

TRY THE NEW GAME IN MY BLOG !!

yes ! he is my best favorite author :)

2008-08-11T09:17:00.000-07:00

Nicholas Sparks

(1965- )

Books by Nicholas Sparks (Bibliography)

Nicholas Sparks is an international bestselling author. His novels usually hold touching storylines and sometimes, are inspired by his personal experiences. Many of them, like A Walk To Remember and The Notebook have been made into movies.

He was born December 31, 1965, in Omaha, Nebraska. His father is Patrick Michael Sparks who was born in 1942 and died in 1996. He was a professor. His mother is Jill Emma Marie (Thoene) Sparks who was also born in 1942 and died in 1989. She was a homemaker and then an optometrist's assistant. Sparks has one brother, Michael (Micah) Earl Sparks who was born in 1964 and is still living. He had one sister, Danielle (Dana) Sparks who was born in 1966 and died in 2000. When Sparks was a child he lived in several different places before the age of eight, such as Minnesota, Los Angeles, Grand Island Nebraska, and finally in Fair Oaks California.

He lived in Fair Oaks all through his high school years. Sparks graduated in 1984 as valedictorian at Bella Vista High School. He received a full scholarship for track to the University of Notre Dame. As a freshman in 1985, Sparks broke the record as part of a relay team and the record still stands today. During the relay he was injured and had spent the summer recovering and began writing extensively. He wrote his first novel, but unfortunately, it was never published. Sparks majored in Business Finance and he graduated with high honors in 1988.

Nicholas Sparks and his wife, Catherine (Cat), met during spring break in 1988. They eventually married in July of 1989. During this time he was living in Sacramento. He had written his second novel that same year and once again it was not published. Over the next three years, Sparks had worked numerous jobs such as; real estate appraisal, waiting tables, selling dental products by phone, and started his own manufacturing business.

In 1992, he began selling pharmaceuticals and moved to North Carolina from Sacramento. In 1994, at 28, over a period of six months, Sparks wrote his debut novel The Notebook. Rights to the novel were sold to Warner Books in October of 1995. In October of 1996, the novel was published. After that he wrote and published Message in a Bottle (1998), A Walk to Remember (1999), The Rescue (2000),A Bend in the Road (2001), Nights in Rodanthe (2002), The Guardian (2003), The Wedding (2003), Three Weeks with my Brother (2004), True Believer (2005), and At First Sight (2005). All of novels were domestic and international best sellers. They were all also translated into more than 35 languages. Message in a Bottle was made into a movie in 1999, A Walk to Remember was made into a movie in 2002, and The Notebook was made into a movie in 2004. Each film was $56 million for the average domestic box office gross and another $100 million in DVD sales. This made the novels one of the most successful franchises in Hollywood. Sparks has sold the film rights for Nights in Rodanthe, True Believer, and At First Sight. He has also already written the screenplay for The Guardian but has yet to offer it for sale.

Sparks and his wife have been married for sixteen years and have five children. They currently reside in New Bern, North Carolina with their three sons, and twin daughters: Miles, Ryan, Landon, Lexie, and Savannah. He recently donated a track to New Bern High School. He contributes to local and national charities, he also conributes to the Creativity Writing Program (MFA) at the University of Notre Dame. He provides scholarships, internships, and a fellow annually.

After all the trauma he had gone through in life, Sparks maintains a close friendship and brotherhood with his brother, Micah Sparks. Three Weeks With My Brother is a novel based entirely on this.

kartul for 12th grade students

2008-08-11T09:04:00.000-07:00

yes emang betul bgt kalo kartul itu ditujukan untuk semua kita siswi kelas xii sma sanur. beratmemang apalagi kalo diinget dengan adanya tugas2 dan ulangn2 lain yang menumpuk di luar sana. tapi apa daya kita semua anak kls xii ga berdaya utk nolek, krn kartul emg salah satu syaratterpentig dalam ijin untuk mengikuti UN dan US. tapi walaupun hati berat, sedih dan merasaterbebani, tetapi gw secara pribadi bnr2 ngerasa bersyukur bgt soalnya kita bisa dapetkesempatan bikin kartul ini sebagai basic kita dalam menulis paper. so, once again, i need your supports thing to finish it. OK ? :)

with LOVE :D

guess what ?

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what is my future campus :) ?

-actually i really need your help to decide it-

my future education

2008-08-08T05:29:00.000-07:00

huuaa i dont have any FIXED PLAN about my future education. pengennya masuk ui di jurusan ekonomi pembangunan atau hukum. tapi di satu sisi gw juga pengen bgt nyoba apu jepang. amin dan syukur2 kalo keterima. but i'll just do my best of my best so also i can get my best. dan juga ga mgkn kalo setiap anak pengen bgt diterima pmdk. kita semua bgt, apalagi ptn. i just serve this all to HIM.

WITH MY LOVE
guys pray for me :D

I MISS COMING SOON SO MUCH

2008-08-08T04:03:00.000-07:00

sekarang kelas 12. oke fine,mau ga mau kita dengan kita semua harus terima apa aja yang udah dibikin sekolah. tapi kadang itu sedih banget. apalagi ngeliat keadaan kelas 11 di coming soon yg bener2 unforgettable. dari awal kerasa bgt kalo aura kelas ini bakal asik bgt. semua nya dari awal udah berbaur dan ga ada yang sinis2an satu sama lain,padahal perlu diinget kelas 2 terbentuk dari pecahan 6 kelas di kelas 10. tapi bener2 ajaib kita semua bisa mengatasi hal itu dengan gampangnya. huaaa. apalagi kalo diinget saat2 terakhir kita di coming soon. siapapun ex-coming soon yang baca ini gw ingetin seklai lagi di saat kita classmeeting dan juga di saat kita ngobrol brg untuk latian tepuk tangan ngeremehin itu haha. O GOD it was totally the greatest moment ever in our class. mantap. gw bner2 ngerasa pewe setengah mati sm kelas dan semua suasana sama keadaan, termasuk jadwal2 yang ada. tapi kalo dipikir2, hal kyk gini ga boleh diseselin terus. bakal bikin jenuh dan sedih terus. tapi di balik itu, gw juga bersyukur kok dng kelas 12 sekrang ini. gw juga yakin bgt klo kelas ini juga bakal asik bgt. SIPP. love my classes! god bless us!!

amazing bandung trip (last day)

2008-07-30T07:42:00.000-07:00

tgl 19 juni 2008. this day was our last day together living in bandung. sedih sih ga,tapi jadi pengen lagi. pagi2 rencananya pengen bangun pagi sekitar jam6. tapi as usual, hal itu ga mungkin terjadi. haha. rencana2 terkahir kita di hari itu adalah, singgah di batagor riri,yang sebenernya pengennya ke batagor kinsley,tapi stlh ditelpon ternyata setiap kamis batagor kingsley tutup,yauah emang nasib. trs kita pengen bentar ke rumah sosis,trs makan, trs rencananya pengen ke psr gedebage. oke. akhirnya kita pamit,say thanks blablabla, dan selesai jam 10. kita langsung ke rumah sosis,dan kita beli tiket masuk gt. kita kira didalemnya mainannya murah2,taunya kyknya kalo diitung2 jauh lebih mahal dari tiket kalo mau ke dufan. abis itu kita langsung ke batagor riri,tapi yg beli cm gw sama riri. abis itu kita mampir lagi ke surabi sama kyk waktu hari kedua, karena semua pada ketagihan haha. terusterus sambil mesen surabi,akhirnya kita juga banyak pesen makanan2 berat, kyk pecel,gado2,dll. kita disana sampai krg lebih stngah1. rencana yg awalnya pengen ke gedebage kandas sudah. karena setelah kita tahu, gedebage itu juga jauh bgt dari kota jadi yaudah emang bukan takdir kita kesana. oke,and in our homeway trip,kita bener2 nyanyi,took some stupid weird faces photos, and others. and i conclude, it was totally fun,crazy,loving,memorable trip!! i love you girls!! and we called it TIM BANDUNG!

amazing bandung trip (3rd day)

2008-07-30T01:40:00.000-07:00

tgl 18 juni 2008 is our last night in bandung for that journey. seperti rencana yg emg udah direncanakan, we planned to go to kawah putih which will took for about 2 hours. so, kita udah janji untuk bangun pagi dan berangkat ga lebih dari jam 8. tapi pada kenyataan yang sudah lewa, kami akhirnya berangkat kurang lbh jam stngah 10. perjalanan kami yg panjang sekali itu terasa seperti lamanya perjalanan saat kami hendak pulang balik ke jakarta. tapi akhirnya kami sampai di sana sekitar jam 12 kalo ga salah. perjalanan kesana dapat dibilang bener2 jauh. jarak dari kota bandung kesana mencapai kurang lebih 80-90 km. sesampainya disana, dengan puasnya kami berfoto2 ria dengans segala indahnya pemandangan disana. wow,its truly beautiful. dengan berbagai pose dan gaya kami cukup puas mengambil gambar disana. setelah itu, sekitar jam 1an kami memutuskan untuk balik ke kota bandung dengan jarak yang kurang lebih sama kayak waktu ita berangkat. ga lama setelah mobil jalan, kita ber6 dengan lelah dan ngantuknya,langsung dengan nyenyaknya. padahal kami berencana utk mampir sebentar ke salah satu tempat pemetikan stroberi yang emg sejalan dengan arah perjalanan dan keberangkatan kami. tapi apa daya, mata kami udah ga tahan bgt untuk dipejamkan. ya akhirnya kami bangun semua pada pukul stngh3an. dan you all have to know,it was still far. dan kita semua udah laper tak tertahankan. akhirnya kami memutuskan utk singgah di salah satu minimart dan membeli cemilan2. huaaaa. sampe di bandung, itu sekitar jam 4 krg, dan dengan penuh keyakinan dan ragu kami langsung ke mie naripan,dan wow khususnya gw kyknya makan dengan sangat cepat dan agak "rakus" saking lapernya. ok!! our next destination adalah prima rasa,tapi disana ya cm sekitar 10mntan aja,soalnya yg turun utk beli cm gw,riri,japri. yg lainnya nunggu di mobil. dan stlh itu kami memutuskan pergi ke rumah sosis, dan ternyata yang bikin bete : tu rumah sosis had been closed for about 1-2 hours ago. bete! akhirnya kami tanpa mikir2 lagi langsung ke rumah mode. ya lumayanlah, gw sendiri dpt short&rok. yg lain lupa gw pada dpt apa aja. tapi di sela2 belanja itu, kita ber5 selain jen, lagi ngerencanain utk ngasih surprise tengah malem nanti. haha,maaf ya jen! setelah itu, kita ke donatelo, dan hanya si mbak riri yg beli trus ke monik house, tapi ga ada yang dibeli. setelah itu, kita singgah ke salah satu circle k yang deket bgt sama rumah eyangnya japri. kita singgah kesitu,soalnya kita heran bgt,knp di bandung banyak circle k. haha. di circle kita membeli 5 micuras(ga usah disebut hahaha). dan abis itu kita langsung ke rumah eyangnya japri. itu sekitar jam stenga10. abis itu kita lsg menikmati micuras sambil main uno dan sampe ketiduran. dan bodohnya riri yang merupakan biang kerok dari acara surprise jen ga bisa dibangunin sampe krg lbih 10mnt gt. mabok gw rasa haha. akhirnya jen dikerjain dan berakhirlah kegiatan kita hari itu.

amazing bandung trip (2nd day)

2008-07-29T07:55:00.000-07:00

tgl 17 juni 2008. it was our second journey day. di pagi nan cerah, i supposed to be very lincah but why gw ga bisa ngapa2in. the masalah is kaki gw yg makin bengkak akibat jatohnya gw di lobang terkutuk kmrn mlmnya. dan the most of the most saat itu, tante japri yg cantik memanggil tukang urut yg pernah mengurut pantat lulu tobing yang keceklik untuk mengurut kaki gw yang ga bisa dipake jalan or semuanya. akhirnya gw diurut dengan luar biasa sakitnya. saking kesakitannya, teriakan dan tangisan yang mengiringi pengurutan gw itu terdengar seperti ada ibu-ibu melahirkan di dalam rumah eyang nya japri. dan sambil diurut gw juga tidak sungkan-sungkan meremas tangan temen2 gw yang ada di samping gw. tapi sorry ya buddies tapi ini demi rasa sakit yang luar biasa tak tertahankan saat itu. akhirnya setelah gw diurut, gw latian berjalan dan akhirnya mandi. rencana hari itu yang seharusnya ke kawah putih dibatalkan karena kaki gw yang rusak saat itu. akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk pergi ke beberapa distro dan ke yoghurt cisangkuy. setelah itu kami pergi museum konfrensi asia afrika and wow we're so lucky, soalnya kita ikutan masuk ke ruang konfrensi nya yg notabene ga free open gt, tp krn ada rombongan guru2 sejarah gt jadi kita blh ikutan deh. dan yang jelas alat yang benar2 bisa membantu gw melakukan perjalanan kaki hari itu adalah payungku tersayang yang saat itu berperan menjadi tongkat. and that's why they all called me OMA. ok guys,terserahlah,gw pasrah. abis itu kami pulang ke rumah eyangnya japri lalu kami duduk2 istirahat sejenak,bersantai. lalu kurang lebih jam stngh7 , kita pergi lagi ke the valley utk merayakan ultah erica,indi,jen sambil berfoto2 dng view dan panorama oke yg disajikan the valley sendiri. and thats the time we shared all the things for real. truly i miss that moment. dan akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk pulang jam 11an gt, krn besok paginya kita mau ke kawah putih. and i called that night as a "unforgettable night"

amazing bandung trip (1st day)

2008-07-29T07:39:00.000-07:00

tgl 16 juni 2008 which is the first day of sanur liburan sekolah, gw, indi,jeanne,riri,erica dan japri melanglang buana ke ibukota jawa barat untuk melakukan suatu wisata mengayikkan untuk mengisi liburan kami. hari pertama itu dipebuhi oleh berbagai kejadian. yg pertama perjalanan terlambat selama 1 jam dr McD kalimalang karena salah satu anggota terlambat 1 jam yaitu erica(maaf ya beibi). lalu yang kedua our first destination is itb tapi sejujurnya tujuan kami cm foto2 haha. and then kami ke jalan braga,it was beautiful there,and we took alot of pictures on that old street. huaa. abis itu kita ke rumah eyang nya japri. and yes disanalah kami akan bermalam selama 4 hari. trs kami beristirahat sebentar sambil meminum teh panas yang sempat mebuat erica memecahkan cangkir karena tersenggol japri, lalu setelah itu kami naik angkot dan berjalan kaki ke paris van java yg deket sm rumah eyang nya japri untuk nonton dan karaoke an. lalu sesampainya disana ternyata film yg hendak kami tonton yaitu kungfu panda ternyata telah habis semua tiket2nya. akhirnya kami memutuskan untuk menonton made of honor dan selanjutnya kami berniat untuk mencari kado untuk teman wanita kami yang agak kelaki-lakian,indi,tapi misi kami gatot karena sang objek terus menghindar,sial!! dan setelah inilah THE MOST SIAL ACCIDENT EVER IN OUR TRIP YAITU I FELL IN A CURSED HOLE. AND IT MADE MY RIGHT FOOT FELT SICK UNTIL NOW. and it was a tragic moment that i will never forget!! what a unpredictable first day trip!

hooray i have a blog !!

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please accept me in this blog world!! guide me well everbody!!

-laff ya-
DIMBI